NMD, I'm not worrying about any woman! I honestly don't think I want one right now. For years I spent my time trying to think of ways to save my M, trying to address her issues with me, looking to be a better H blah blah blah and I don't want to try to be anything for anyone right now. I think basically with PL I was just wanting companionship, someone to do something with, talk with etc. I wasn't looking for some big dating R, in fact, that might have been very scary for me right now. I really think it's time for me to be for ME! Women will be there when the time is right, I'm just thinking this may not be the time for me. PL may have done me a favour (in a sh!tty kind of way )! Besides, I still have my woman friend for companionship and we don't have to worry about the male/female crap getting in the way.
)! Besides, I still have my woman friend for companionship and we don't have to worry about the male/female crap getting in the way. 
