No, I have let go of a bit anger I think this week. Let's hope it stays that way. I am feeling a bit fragile, I think a bit of shell shock from last night, but coping with these shocks a lot better than I used to. I'm pleased my h sent me that text this morning, he felt 'safe' enough to do it and that is my aim.
It does get easier, doesn't it? You think it never will, and then all of a sudden...it is. I think it's about letting go of any expectations that your H will act like your H, that you can take nothing for granted anymore. Nothing at all.
And sometimes they have to demonstrate over and over again that you can't before we believe it. For me, it's been like someone prying something out of my cold, dead hand.
But you--you are making progress!
It is in the shelter of each other that people live.--Irish proverb
