Rock on, Tom! Well, Plant Lady did her elusive best to avoid me this week but unfortunately there were two points of contact today. She is a rookie so I'll overlook these blunders! But both times she recovered masterfully by avoiding any verbal interaction. Good work on that count. For most of the week she has managed to stay entirely out of the building as her work is such that she can be elsewhere much of the time if she chooses to be. So my job now is to not personalize this lack of getting back to me. I need to recognize that this is a person who can't or just doesn't know how to say "thanks but no thanks". It has nothing to do with my desirablility etc, part of me says "It's just one more woman saying you're nothing to me" so I need to catch that and squash it like a bug! On the upside, it would have been much worse if she chose to go but really didn't want to. So now I think Whatis will just lie low for awhile, I think I've had enough of these kinds of experiences for a bit. It's time to be me and enjoy the good stuff about being alone. I will concentrate on that, on building my self up and stay away from situations which could drag me down. When I'm ready to venture out into that weird and wacky world of male/female R's...well, I may be old and grey I just mean it's best right now to stay away from anxiety provoking situations that just seem to pull me down. I need to be on an even keel these days. So that's my goal. To be alone and love it! Later Dbers.
I just mean it's best right now to stay away from anxiety provoking situations that just seem to pull me down. I need to be on an even keel these days. So that's my goal. To be alone and love it! 
