Sara, you seem to be doing very well. I hope that I can get to that point.After talking to everyone including this board I went home and my husband said "you look good today" to which I replied "I FEEL good today" He said that it shows. He got mad at me at one point last night when he was looking for something and I was trying to help him find it. I told him that I was now done helping him look for it. He yelled at me that I wasn't listening and normally I would have said "sorry." I said "I listened...you just aren't making any sense." (calmly) and I started reading a book. Moments later he found the item where I said it would be. I am sure I will have days again where I "slip up" or he confuses me...and GALing is NOT easy for me. But I have looked at it from his point of view and I am not sure if I had someone that thought about me and doted on me all the time if I would actually like it so I am going to try to back off a little at a time. It is hard to become someone new over night but I see how necessary it is. Hope that you all keep reading and posting. It has helped me tremendously. I will keep you in my prayers.
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I am sure I will have days again where I "slip up" or he confuses me...and GALing is NOT easy for me. But I have looked at it from his point of view and I am not sure if I had someone that thought about me and doted on me all the time if I would actually like it so I am going to try to back off a little at a time. It is hard to become someone new over night but I see how necessary it is. Hope that you all keep reading and posting. It has helped me tremendously. I will keep you in my prayers.