Oldtimers: Return or not..what finally happened?

[peacetoday]

wow, such great posts
the reality is just that-- I think maybe 5-10% return
I am greatful for the changes in me
I am sad I had to lose H to get here
I don not think he will return
In th beginning I thought he would for sure-
I would rather make a logical choice to stand or not based on reality-so I am not disappointed later
I appreciate all of you who shared your stories and welcome any more posters to share
Thanks
Peace