I feel you pain OL. It takes time for this to go away. Even Michele says that 'backslides' happen...even after D. Work it out..get out and run. I understand because I'm on the way to being in the same place you are. Try and let go. Get Gray's book and try and grieve and move forward. FIB


Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;