Why didn't you just say that. You took one comment out of context for something I completely didn't even know what you were talking about.
Then Jack, I know I have addressed those demons.
Thinking and knowing are literal terms. If you think you know then you know. If you know you don't have to think. However you already thought you knew it.
Jack I prefer that you do post to me. I wish that you were so obtuse all the time. Your comment was refined and directed at one thought. I didn't know what thinking moment you were addressing.
Last night I must have made her mad again because after five wasn't early enought for me to pick up the kids. Really I don't know what she expects from me.
The only time she talks to me is when she wants a favor or it has something to do with watching the kids, picking up the kids, or whatever.
I mean the other day she called me to tell me 15 minutes before her shift was up that she was going to pick up the kids.
It's all crazy. She's in the super fog. I think she keeps going deeper. Remember I was talking and her and I at least had those evenings where we would text to each other. Those are all done and gone now.
Before she moved out. Her and I would at least talk to one another about nothing sometimes. Now nothing. She keeps going further and further away.
Then every once in ahwhile she will have a moment where she gets close.
Remember all those days I said she would come in and expect me to kiss her on the cheek. Those are gone.
LostPhil is going to have a rough weekend. School work, housework. She is off both days. How many times is she going to mess with me showing up at the house? What night is she going to want to go out? Will she come to Church this Sunday?
I don't know how good this dark process is....
She needs to miss me... Well I hope she misses me soon.
