Last weekend was very good, I am exepecting this weekend to be the opposite.
We are deep into the renovation of the house but the funds we have fall way short of W's expectation, but I haven't told her that yet. Remember back last christmas I did some refinacing with the bank which put me in a postion where I could square things if we D and sold the house or if we stayed together I would have some tough explaining to do with W, well here I am at the 11th hour and I have to tell her our real situation. I'm not looking forward to that. The will be a real test of our R, I hope she doesn't walk.
I'm not overly in a good mood cos I've also got a potential health issue, the doctor says it maybe somthing or nothing but I won't know for sure until I have a scan. I haven't told W this yet cos she has enough to worry about with her own health and that of FIL.
Ah well I'm just journaling away sorry I couldn't sound more positive.
Lan
PS the computer may go off line so update may some time off.
