Questions on DB when separated

[sportsfan]

This is so difficult. I can't stand it. I feel like he is moving on without me and it scares me. I'll keep trying the DB. I just noticed he charged $195 at a cellular phone place. We both have Trac phones. What the hell is he doing? My heart just sank.

I don't know how often we are going to counseling. My H works very long hours and it is up to him to schedule. He is not good at following up on things. We will probably only go about 1 every 3 weeks. I hate this.