my crazy mess part 3...

[christarn]

fg...I don't watch any shows except crime drama(law and order,without a trace, burn notice etc) and an occasional movie if it looks like it will be a good one! I hear hot mess from the nursing students i teach part time...they are crazy...and have me talking like them...LOL!!!

ok.....on hurt scale i was a 5 that night...now i'm just PO'd...because my best-friend (who's H is my H's BF) told me my H bought a new suburban(new to him, but used vehicle) no money for pool (money for toys) or at least that was his "story"...don't know if it still is...no word from him yet...and when i heard he has money for toys and playing...it was a little frustrating and making my resentment level rise...therefore on a PO'd scale i'm a 6ish...

i know, no emotion, hard....very hard....just need to vent, frustrated

ok, so back to R/M saving....which is my goal, regardless, of his frivolous habits during this time.

note to self...let go of emotion...

need to text tomorrow...only thing to fear is fear itself

good night FG, hope you sleep well, dream well, and have a good day at work!

I'm looking forward to a 3day weekend!! yeah!!

christa