We all know how much pain we are enduring and it's not fair. I know that you get the rejoice ministry emails from reading your threads. You know that anything is possible with God. Can you reaffirm your faith in God. God wants you to stand for your marriage, but I know everyday is hard when we aren't seeing any progress. Everyday we wait, and think dang this is tough and it is. We think a million questions and keep wondering why, what is going on, when are things going to change. We are all learning lessons on our side of the mountain, we just don't know what God is doing on the other side of our mountain. God wants to restore your marriage against all odds and circumstances, but you have to hang in there. I would really encourage you to read the bible and pray a lot. Yes your H doesn't know what he is doing but don't give up, you love him, unconditional love. The constant attacks from Satan is normal and usually more than any of us care to handle, it does get very old, demoralizing, and discouraging. God wants you to stay strong, keep your faith in him and be patient. Trust me we all are very tired of waiting for our miracle, but there are a lot of people on here in the same position still trying out of uncondional love.
