Grr...H was driving me nuts. I told him I was going to bid on the house, told him the other one we looked at (that cost more) was crap. He said yeah, but you can fix it up how you want. Never mind that I wouldn't have money left to fix it up. Then he was emailing me other ones that cost less, saying that I would have the money to do what I want with them. The house that I like is move in ready, everything has been replaced in the last year except for the windows. The kitchen alone was probably 50 or 60K. I could spend the rest of my life in that room. Tonight I asked H if he thought I shouldn't bid on it and pointed out why I thought I should. He agreed with me so I don't get why he was pushing the other houses.

On another note, I took D10 to see her T. She has not been there in about 7 weeks. D did not want to go and has been upset that I was making her go. She has refused to talk to me or D15 when she tries to talk to her. The T ended up coming to get me after 15min and the three of us talked. D finally opened up to me a little and is going to think about going back with H. That would be interesting.


R 23 years
M 20 years
Bomb June 2007
S Oct 2007
Ds 11 & 16
Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008