You do what you wanna do, I leave it all up to you

[Sugar and Spice]

Confused about a couple of things H said yesterday...

First was after all was said and done he said, "Well this gets easier everytime." and I asked what that meant and he said the saying goodbye thing. He also said that since we have been together so long that its a process and its natural to go through this (How the F*ck does he know?). He says a bunch of stuff that indicates that he is done but can't say it then tells me...well we aren't D yet. He also went on to say today that he wants me to continue with school so "we" can live better, HUH? When he talks of things, maybe its an unconscious thing, but he always says, "we should do ...", or "we should buy that..."

Nothing makes sense. If he is going to be with her, why would he need to take his name off of our house? Why wouldn't he just let me file for D and be on his way?