So my anniversary is today. Or would have been today. I broke down and called her. I should not have done that. She was obviously uncomfortable and clearly didn’t give a damn. I continue to torture myself. I am an idiot.
OL,
You are NOT an idiot! You are just processing this and working through it.... This takes time... It will get better....
Take Care,
NMD
"Chains do not hold a marriage together. It is threads, hundreds of tiny threads which sew people together through the years. That is what makes a marriage last --more than passion or even sex!" - Simone Signoret