I agree you are not Lost, you are strong. I will post more tonight, I should not really be on here at work I just wanted to check in to see how you are doing.

I know it hurts but I think accepting that the only way to ever have him is to start a new R from the beginning after he is ready is best. it allows you to morn for the lost of this love and not hope for a quick resolution or that everything will just go back to how it was, but still to remain optimistic for your future. no matter what the future is bright for such a strong woman as your self.

Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
Holding
250 miles
Awaiting
Support
Current