Feeling a little bummed today. My W goes on her weekend excursion with the neighbor's W tomorrow. I left work early (been doing that a few times lately) to come home and hang with Duncan.
I am going to pick up all 3 kids at camp and take them to their respective baseball games tonight. My W said she would meet us for dinner afterwards - although she still hasn't packed for her trip yet.
I want her to have fun - I really do - there is also a huge part of me that can't wait to be away from her and just hanging with the boys. The problem is that I just don't want her to cross the boundaries we have. She's admittedly very vulnerable right now. She was crying last night saying she is going to miss Duncan this weekend (we've had him 3 days and now he has better status than me!). I'm going to pray a lot tonight and then let her go and not think about it any more. I know that's what I have to do.
But whatever - I'll just have to deal with it and detach, detach and more detaching!
We had a very good talk last night about the dog and the kids - we're getting along fine while she's is cycling (thanks Bill!). SHe said the dog is really helping her and is so glad we got him.
She asked me to watch Project Runway with her last night. i had this big plan to watch a movie on my own but she hit me with that when I got home. That was one of the things we did together in the last season - i actually started to like the show. Unfortunately I fell dead asleep during it last night.
Last edited by mulesqb; 07/17/0807:18 PM.
M 43 W 44 M 17 T 22 S16,12,9 Bomb 2/05/08 I served her 1/06/09 S'd 3/15/09 D'd 12/21/09
"Tough times don't last, tough people do." --My Dad to me years ago, me to my boys now.
