I would love to pluck strings and swig kindness with you and the immortal BH! But I need to find employment, self confidence and some spare change. I have already been giving the vagrants on the corner an "evil eye" in case I need to take their spot for business in the near future.
I feel currently that I might be in the midst of a "A moment of Clarity" so I am latching on to that as much as possible. I have an interview tomorrow for an insurance salesman job. Nothing in my wildest dreams have I thought I wanted to do but desperation brings strange bed fellows. All that have known me have always said that I would be a good salesman but I still have Willie Loman paranoia. I thought I would check it out anyway, it does take me away from the house for awhile. MY sitch is still the same except now we are in the "Tundra" phase. All conversation is arid and dry, with little moisture from anyones lips. It seems okay to me because it seems like some sort of reprieve from the onslaught of "YOU Don't listen, You don't understand"...etc...etc. I went bowling with the kids yesterday and had a good time but the air was heavy with the sounds of the "ticking hands of poverty". Sooo today, what does it hold? Hopefully something that isn't as moist and doesn't carry the same smell...I hope I responded within the alloted time limit, even though a "happy" anything trying to find me does give me comfort. So peace on the pathways and when I have a moment I'll will nudge my head to the side and throw out some other words...peace
