Thanks Upside. I've always had a hard time bringing up difficult subjects in C. I want to make sure that we use the time productively and h has a tendency to take his time and talk for awhile. I'm the more quiet one. I just want to make sure I discuss these things with the C while we're there. In the past, we've moved on to other subjects and I've felt like I wasn't able to get into the issues that were important to me. I'm trying to make sure that doesn't happen again.
We had a nice night together last night. I think we are connecting more physically, which feels like progress to me. I was at a point where I really needed to see some progress to motivate me and let me know that we're moving in the right direction. I'm so worried that things will go sour again.
