On the verge of piecing......a new beginning

[TwinDad]

Last night was a very good night. It had the potential to be nasty...she has a wicked case of PMS...lol (no seriously she gets it bad...she even admits it). We went out to a local sports bar that has a kids night and met up with some other couples (We had a table for 20!). The adults get to have beer and the kids eat for a dollar and get to have balloons made up and their faces painted. The truly nice thing about this is that Wednesday used to be girls night where she sometimes wouldn't get in until very very late. Now over the last few weeks it has morphed into "family night" where everyone gets together and still has a good time and the kids have a great time.

She was pretty amourous at the bar with me (another big thing considering the PMS) and we had a very nice ML session afer she initially said no. The last couple of times I have pretty much had to take control which is something i have been hesitant about due to her feelings (that and I didn't want to put any pressure on). Afterwards she actually fell asleep with her arm around me (something she has never really done) and even returned to that position after waking up in the middle of the night. It felt very nice.

This morning took the cake though. She blogged yesterday about it being 3 days until the kids turned 3! At the end of the blog she said "what started as an ugly summer has turned into something truly special". I can only surmise that she is referring to the sep and re-uniting. This mornign when I left to work I kissed her on the cheak in bed and said ILY (I have been saying that every few days since things have been starting to get better) and she rolled over said bye and then ILY! I haven't heard that since October.

I still need to play it cool, don't get over excited...enjoy the moment. Today feels good and tonight will hopefully be better when we go to pick out B-day gifts for the kids.