I talked to H tonight for a long time. I'm trying to get ready for the weekend. I want it to be a success. What worries us is that we are afraid that we will be the only ones that feel like we have skipped the "romance stage" of the stages. I started to talk to him about it.....I'm like...OK, we HAD to have had romance....so we got to thinking...I could think of some stuff at the beginning before we got married: jealousy toward this girl that was interested in him, wanting to call him all the time, wanting to see him all the time, wanting him to notice me when I walked to school by his place.......there were some things I could come up with...not much but it's something....We both became this old married couple VERY FAST and the beginning is very hard to remember. The beginning of our marriage had many disappointing events which didn't help as well. I can't sleep tonight.
