Talked on phone for an hour last night. He begged for a reschedule of meeting and in my weakness I agreed. He wont cancel this one as he is frightened of divorce. I explained that I cant afford to live here anymore at end of month as I am now not working . Came up with a plan to rent out marital home which has been empty a year and is unlikely to sell as housing market in England in crisis.He swore that his reason for not wanting divorce isnt just financial and I believe this. But money obviously comes into it! He said not a day goes by without him thinking about me. He agreed to call once a week. We meet in another 3- I have a much needed holiday first. He said he really misses his "friend"-thats a start I suppose.Im going to have to be firm on the money side will take a financial breakdown when we meet. I am going with my gut feeling on this which is that he is still confused and frightened and is hiding from everything. I feel more in control though-divorce is always a final option.Do you think I am being weak? I will do anything to save our relationship but not become homeless!
