Thanks, h4u. Let's just hope my courage and effort pay off.
Here I lay late in bed, 2 days away from Retrouvaille, and I am still thinking of the OM. Will it ever end? I think.....did I make the biggest mistake of my life? I was told by a friend of a friend of a friend that the OM has someone interested in him and he is going to ask her out. Apparently everyone is sooo happy he is doing this because he has been home and depressed about us. She said, "Yeah, we told him, face the facts she chose her husband. You need to move on." I just smiled and agreed as my heart broke in two. Please God make my strength worth something in the end.
