the flip side to excited is.....fear or feeling down..yep- im already a lil' bit there...but to be expected!
i would have liked our HOT TUB time to go a bit "further" but he is being very respectful and not confusing himself right now- thats hard for me but im ok with it...
i feel him blossoming- like your quote says..it is painful for him - but a relief at the same time...pretty amazing to watch
Pisces M 31 H 32 M 7 yrs S 5/10 Beginning Contact! Vibes Hot Tub Cheese