Selfish, selfish, selfish. My W must be convinced that the world owes her something. Every once in a while I actually speak my mind with her and she doesn't like that. I can only manage to "fake it" for so long. Eventually I get set off and tell her how I see things. I wish I could dump the baggage instead of just bottling it. She does the same things over and over again and then even the little things irritate me. I know we are supposed to forgive but how is that possible when they don't stop "needing forgiveness". Well, you know what I mean.
There is no EA or PA crap it is just mostly financial isses. I should be better at dealing with this by now but I am too fed up. My friend said to work harder on my spirituality and that never hurts. Just venting and complaining, TBONE
