<---- This has been me all day.
I think my H has gone some sort of transformation and all my prayers have been answered.

He came home from a business trip .. gone 5 days ... and he is amazing.
Manly, sweet, vulnerable and just plain F*kcing awesome for lack of better words!

Insert picture of me Jumping up and down for JOY!~

Last nite for instance when he got home...
He finally came up to bed.
I was in the mood since he got home but then we had unexpected company...

So anyway he comes up to bed and I am at the door waiting for him and I am "pretending: to tap my foot.
He smiles at me and walks right by me...
I say Hey look at my foot...!
And he comes back all concerned and bends down and says ..
Oh no what is the matter?
*( THE OLD HIM WOULD HAVE SAID .. what the *&^^%% I am tired what do you want?* and I would have cried myself to sleep after he was sleeping* )

I say .. nothing silly and I turn on the bright light and say look at my foot and smile at him...
he sees me tapping my foot and starts to laugh...


Sounds simple as hell but you know what it made me so happy that he was in a great mood...
usually after traveling he is a BEAR~!
I just wanted to share this....
Also the sex ...
IT WAS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZIIIING!
He infused it with so much caring and passion for me as his Wife... I dare say it was the best ever....

I highly recommend working your a** off to repair a SSM~
The rewards are priceless