WAW is full steam ahead

[Scott123]

I fear that how fast my wife is running and how much she is partying, that another emotional/mental crash is looming in the not so distant future as well.

Add the emotional component, the stress and pressure...something has got to give here.

That is the exact same way I feel. I saw it yesterday in
how miserable my wife looked and how worn out she was
looking. I am terribly worried about her and the kids.

What is interesting about my W is her statement about her "hoping" that her life post - D will bring her happiness. I hope she has a lot of faith in that hope!

Wow - That is so like my W too. See if you can relate to some of
these comments that she has tossed at me:

"Too much has happened, I need to be happy now"
"I can't be happy with you, we are better separated, I'm calm now"
"You're with the kids more, I don't have any stress that we are separated"
"Nothing you can say or do will change my mind, I want a divorce, it is my time to be happy"
"I'm too independent now and too used to doing things alone"
"He treats me good and is nice" OM comment

And on and on - all resentment and based on the past.

I will give her credit though, she puts on a great front and
can really hide her emotions although yesterday she was
not doing too good of a job.

The kids have even said to me how miserable she gets. Is your
wife the same way when you are not around? Is she putting
on a front to you?

I almost feel like mailing that quote to W's bestfriend from back home and asking her to tell it to my W. I won't but boy would I love too.

I actually copied that quote to my journal. I might be able to
use something like that somewhere down the road possibly
having it posted online from someone in a conversation or
something like that. You know, indirectly.

I guess it's just one day at a time.

Your night sounds like fun, I bet they'll be some awesome
bikes there.

- Scott