not familiar with your "sitch" at all, but i have "seen" you around...
one thing comes to mind that I sometimes gather peace from...
the notion that the Big Guy puts people in our path to teach us lessons we need to learn to get to the next higher level of awareness
when I think of why H, SPECIFICALLY H and all his "issues" AND strengths, has been placed in my life, I can only come to the realization that I need to learn some things
i think i need to learn
loyalty and fidelity
(having grown up in an environment that placed little value on such things)
and i also need to learn that
i CAN ask for what I need i CAN require certain things (i will not necessarily be denied...) and that I am totally loveable and I can't count on everything to turn tail and run at the first sign of distress...
see? when I think of it, H has filled in SO many gaps in my learning... (thank you MAT
