HI Shineybear, Well, I was just reading and responding to my threads....and yes I did see double and laughed....that's always good for the spirit. Anyway, H walked in and asked who I was emailing. I honestly told him that I was in a chat room related to this forum.. He's read a chapter of the DR book. I felt awkward...and told him so...said I'd never done this before, but was finding people that could relate. He seemed ok, and said well this is new for both of us and if I find support, so be it. I said I was only be honest and moved on. Thanks for your thoughts, they're right on. I have read some of your threads and will keep looking to better understand your journey. Again, thanks for your guidance. Mooka