KAW You are sooooo right. I've got to keep counting to 10 when those insecure, angry emotions start to rise. I really need to work on that. And the idea of is what I'm about to say or do helping us or pushing H away. I have so many talks with myself in my head....I've never talked to myself so much in my life before this. Deep breaths help too. You and LL have jumped right in and offered great support. Thank you. I'm really finding release in this method of venting. Thanks again. Mooka
