Just thought I'd give a brief update. h has been sending me texts and we've been talking on the phone quite often this last week. G texted me to ask how my weekend was (baby step?), and then he asked for my advice about some photos he had taken, and to show me his new website. And then after we had spoken on the phone he sent me another text to say "R U OK?", and when I rang him back he said he was worried that I wasnt OK, cause I got off the phone quickly???
Dont know what that means.... if anything.
I do notice that H will send a text and I will call him back. I'm very aware that he needs to step towards me, and that my usual behaviour is to smoother him causing him to back away.
Also after speaking with him there are definitely decisions that he's making that I think are pretty dumb (eg financially) and I wonder would I want to live with that again, and if I can ever respect him enough?? But there I go getting ahead of myself again. Its so blooming hard to detach!
I asked H what he was doing this coming weekend, and gave him huge opportunity to do something with me.... but I didnt get an invite, although we may see each other if he comes to drop off my coffee machine that he organised to get fixed.
We are going to a wedding in 2 weeks time - so I need to fine tune my hot outfit for that. In very bad news my wonderful hairdresser has up and left, just when I most needed her to attend to making sure my hair looks good!
T - I read on your post that you are recommending a great book. Do you think it would be useful for my feelings about H now?
