To be honest, I have done precious little for NTE lately! My work and financial situation has taken a drastic turn for the worse and it has been an "all hands on deck" situation for the last couple of weeks. This has really frustrated me because it screwed up my vacation. Instead of coming back refreshed from our fist vacation not to a relative's house in more years than I can remember, I came back frustrated and angry - root cause fear.
Since then I have had to travel and try and fix the issues. Constant stress with threats of losing my job and law suits and even physical violence flying around from all sides of the situation. Now I am not sleeping well etc.
I realize the upside of this is a chance to man up in front of my wife and kids, but most of all for my own self respect and the health of my soul. Failing this test a couple of years ago cost me a great deal of my self respect and confidence.
I have been having trouble finding NMMNG in bookstores. I am believing this may be a Amazon purchase. Not sure how the wife would take to me reading a book of that title...
