Funerals are hard at the best of times, but to go "unsupported", being S and coping with emotions coming to the surface, it must be very hard.
I dont know what to say about your H, its hugely positive that he came home for the day and pretended you were still together for his cousin and family. How strange! He clearly doesnt want the S to be public knowledge so he cant be committed to it, done with you, but then you know that. Why do these men act so perversely???? I am hoping that one day, all this will make sense to me...Just thinking of you as usual, as someone who has as much (if not more!) wierd constant contact with their ex and I know how stressful that is in a way, as well as being glad for it.
Ali xxx PS: Yes, when was he born !???
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread