I do have to say that by the end of the day, yesterday, I was feeling confident again. Realizing that there are so many areas in my life that I need to step up on. Work, myself, my marriage and relationship with my wife.

I have been too caring and too suplicating. With nothing in return.

wdid, you are right. I was getting to the point of bitterness towards her. I cannot allow this to happen. I WON'T allow it. It is not the best thing for the kids. Whatever the outcome, it is going to have to be me to keep up some kind of R.

I am not giving up on her yet. If we are going down, I will be going down fighting for us.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."