My W and I are trying to save our M. We had dificulties, but I never thought that my W would go out of our m. She finally confessed to me about her infidelities yesterday. She confirmed my suspicions. But now i have so many emotions going through me that I just dont know what to do. I dont know if I even want her now. I have been dbing for 6 months now, And to sit and listen to her tel me how he was such a great guy and could give her the life that I cant, just kills me inside. I am to blame for all this because I looked at porn and broke her heart, but yet she stopped meeting my emotional needs by not being physical with me for a long time before I started the porn thing.
Can there ever be trst in our marriage again? Can I ever get past the fact that I feel like she is thinking about him all the time. I feel like she made the wrong decision to stay with me. She should have taken the rich man that could have provided her the perfect life. I never knew she was so materialistic like that. I cant get past the mental images of my w in another mans bed.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
