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I'm the biggest idiot on the planet. You know what though. At least I don't feel down. It's like I'm really giving up. She has lost her mind, and I just keep making things worse.

Nothing I say will change anything. So why do I keep doing it over and over again. Anger, fuel... burning...

I'm dealing with insanity... complete utter insanity. I keep pushing her further and further away.

I'm so stupid.... For some reason I feel alright.



You are not the biggest idiot on the planet... you love this Woman. So you are going to feel alot of mixed emotions right now.


And yes they will seems insane.
My H even shared with me when he had , tried to be , whatever, "intimate" with her.....

Are you kidding me?
They will say and do things no sane person would.
Yeah and sometimes it feels like we the LBS~ are on our way to the crazy house with them.
BTDT~


Keep your feet on solid ground.
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and getting the same results, expecting different ones..
Something like that.

Have you really read thru the book honey?

I think the goal setting points would be good for you.
As In :
in three weeks I will not be doing her laundry. ;\)
or...
in three weeks she will actually be nice to me and smile at me \:\)

You are going to have emotions hon,
that run from fully calm and sane to feeling like you are an idiot ...
like you said.

All normal, although like I said an idiot you are not.


I used to use the term FOOL~ for myself.

So Phil... sorry you had a bad day yesterday.. today is a new day.
Please work on YOU~
you will never be able to control the things she does.
The more you learn to let go the better.
Letting go although it sounds so simple is actually one of the hardest things you will learn to do.
The more you let go the more at peace you will be.
But remember I need you to work on not being her doormat.
It will do her or you no good.
You need to read no more mr nice guy.

I have never read it but I hear it does wonders for Nice guys like you!

God has good things in store for you ,, I am sure of it.
Have a wonderful day..
God bless...
~Ali