Morning everyone. Just journaling today.

Am a little overwhelmed with work right now and feel like all I can do is spin my wheels. It was one thing to have this happen during the upheaval of separation->discovering affair->filing for divorce->moving. Now it's happening when I should be pulling life back together and moving on.

I feel like I need to take things hour by hour and try to work off a detailed check list in order to get stuff done. Otherwise I slide back into self-analysis and I hate that.

As for the papers I'm supposed to write for school ... that blinking cursor is still sitting there in Word. Whenever I try to write my mind just drifts. When I do get something down, it's absolute crap. Maybe I should take another incomplete.

This is the hard work, I guess. Refinding focus.

lodo


Divorced: 10/26/08