took everyone's advice, wrote a full letter, front page and back outlining where I went wrong, how i'm here for her, only care about my family, all good things. she's still pissed at me so I figured instead of texting or forcing her to listen to me on the phone, she can read the letter when she's up to it. of course knowing her, something in it will piss her off and i'll hear about it come 7am today. wish me luck. i'm at the end of the rope with her i believe. at first when i tried talking to her about this she said she didn't want to hear it.
2. Your relationship with your wife is over when YOU say it is over ----MarkF