A, I'm sorry to read he canceled the meeting, but from what you had written earlier, I suspected he might do this. He can't face you, the situation or the mess he's created. So, what do you do? Go on w/your life and if he opts to catch up, so be it. You need to do what you must in order to survive. I'm very sorry it's come to this.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
