H was controlling overbearing, domineering & I had become an angry doormat.
Chills. I have come to realize recently that I've been very, very angry. I fought the label, thinking you had to be yelling and throwing stuff to be angry, but it turns out that was an incorrect assumption. Someone recommended 'The Dance of Anger' to me several years ago, but I never picked it up, telling myself, "What were they thinking, I'm not angry!" Ha! So, I'm going to head over to my thread later to journal a while. Hus has not taken too many steps forward in our M, but in order to 'teach' him, I need to be the kind of person who is approachable. Peace.
Me:44, WAW hx bi-polar H:48, hx of abuse S:22, S:19, D:16 Filed Oct 08, dismissed Filed again Jan 10, dismissed Now Piecing alter persona: SuperBoots
