Thanks W2G,

I do struggle with trust and some other little things. I read on BBJ's thread how she feels that her H puts her last on the totem pole. I also feel that way at times. I am way down ther after D7, her business and sometimes even her friends. For now I am just happy to be in the game and I may be making too much out of the sitch because of what I / we went through.

I feel strange saying this because some folks may think I am just being negative (again) but sometimes I think that this won't work. Then I look at D7 and see how happy she is and who the hell am I to complain. Suck it up......