I've read this thread from the beginning. Gosh my heart is right there with you, rooting you on girl. You are one special person, and I know he will see that...hopefully soon, too!
I appreciate your honesty and your sweet, sweet spirit. You love this man, and I find that so refreshing. You go girl! (just go slowly?? hehe)
I wish I could take part of what you have and put it inside of me...what is that I see in you? Maybe it's just a realness.. I think that's it exactly (!) being real as well as humble, no anger, just sweet, sweet love.
Ahhh...to have that feeling inside of me once again....
I honestly think your H is crazy for doing this to you...what is he thinking? Somebody hold me back, ack!
Hang in there...I think you are marvelous!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs to you KJ}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Bliss
Me:46 H: 46 DD:22, DS:12 Together since age 16. Married: 26 years 10-9-08...H filed for D same week as our anniversary.
Dear Lord....Please keep your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth.