W called and I honestly missed the call didn't hear it vibrate, so she sends a text 20 minutes later saying don't bother calling me back. Instant PANIC ATTACK!
Well I called her cause it was a honest mistake. She was miffed and let me know it, I sincerely apologized and told her I didn't hear it.
She goes into how she knew I was pissed cause she wasn't in the mood to talk cause her side was really hurting and that I didn't believe her about it, it had actually kept her up most of the night before she had been taking Ibe's and they make her zone out. Then proceeds to tell me that she knows I will deny being short and upset.
Well I raised my voice abit and said WHOA, I said let me explain something here, I was not upset (really I wasn't was good to hear her voice) I said I know how your side can do that to you and if anything my voice inflection was out of concern cause I know there is nothing I can do to make it better. I also know that when you are in pain the last thing you want to do is make nice so yes I did get off the phone quickly out of respect not out of anger.
She said well I just assumed you were pissed by your tone, I said far from it I don't like it when you are in pain, so don't apologize for hurting you had every right to be not talkative.
By the end of the convo she apologized for reading into it and I said I was sorry if my inflection came across wrong. She said she believes me so I will just go with that and leave it be.
She just called back a few minutes ago to tell me something else and seemed fine I just told her again I was sorry her side was hurting and that she should try and get some sleep. she said well I have been on Ibe's all day and have had some wine so it will probably knock me out. She truly sounds wiped out from it and I do know how it affects her, her pain is mine.
That's it for the day so who knows what tomrrow will bring...
