To The Loving Cup (13)

[gForce]

Thanks for your comments Beth. I can see how much better I am dealing with being without W. And yes, loss of sleep post-bomb was a bit of a problem... But you know, if what W did wasn't about me, not about something I can acknowledge and something I can improve in myself -- then I'm not really that interested in what it was about.

One of the reasons I have been able to get over this debacle is being able to see some of the things in myself that contributed to things. At least that gives me some reassurance that if I am able to address those successfully that my future doesn't have to keep repeating the past. That it can be better and that I can share that better future with someone wonderful.