well he asked last night and i said i was busy- which i was- i waited for him to ask...then i asked today if he wanted to join me for a hike and he said yes...the 2 week thing just happened that way- i think he gets his courage up to see me...he really opened up HUGE 2 weeks gao- about all the changes he needs to make, he doesnt think the grass is greener, etc..it was amazing- then he emailed me and said he likes seeing me but its too hard on his emotions- then he emailed me last night for dinner...bc i hadnt asked him at all to get together...
i also want to reply to your email about the see saw above- all those questions you asked were things i have looked at- i did it all. therapy, women's groups Pro marriage), books, worked on myself, started grad school, started a nutrition program & lost weight, everything...it was all still not enough for him. he did nothing for our M. nothing. i was always willing and ready to bend over backwards for our M. if you asked him he would say he did a lot- like???? so now i think this space is making him realize UH OH, it isnt her and i did nothing...
thats my fear- he has a lot to fix for himself...not sure he is up to the challenge...
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