Ian, really thanks for being here man. I know I have probally ticked you off to high heavens, but your hanging in there with me.
AmyC... You know I love you.
SG, Thank you.... I will try harder to not join in her drama.
Ali, I didn't see it as an attack. I don't think I'm seeing thinks like that anymore. I'm more in acceptance. I hope and pray for her happiness too. If it not with me then so be it. I just don't know how strong I can be. Failure after failure, and her letting me fail.