Getting Off the Rollercoaster!

[addie]

Thanks for stopping by Kalni and Stella.

I'm not feeling any better today - my sitch gets more and more outrageous by the day. I haven't spoken to H since Saturday (the day after I confronted him with contacting with OW) and we had a nice conversation. H sent me 2 emails yesterday in response to some things I said to him in the confrontation. He said that he has never thought of me as a backup plan. He admitted that he is very conflicted but that doesn't take away his great love or respect for me. He said he would look into C and that he agrees with everything I said (he didn't specify what). He sent another email saying that he had just read an article on divorce proofing a M and that he realizes he didn't do enough of the little intimate things in the M.
At the same time he is still contacting OW who continues to dismiss him and he has now taken out an ad in the personals. He is a desperate man. I am so disgusted by his behaviour that I don't know if I can ever heal from all of this.