New to this forum and need help..

[tmarie]

CW -

You will soon have days that inspire and change you...But remember, YOU are the one to make those days happen...

Update...

Ok.. 180 and decided to GO to workout w/H.. came home made dinner...ate dinner, I jumped on pc.. talking to a friend (that aura of mystery again).. he left to drop somehting off to D14... he was gone waaayyy tooo long.. so I called and asked if he was ok.. He said he got a call from an overseas supplier and had to go to the office.. (OW perhaps...) no worries though..I said "ok.. Great!! See ya later - Bye!" acting - as-if... Decided a long hot bath would be great and it was... lounged around for a bit with a bottle of wine... H came home... decided to shower.. came to bed... Well I asked for a much needed massage, and he obliged... this used to be a prerequist to sex... but instead of turning that way I layed there and caressed him afterward...he loves that... that is what led to the ML session... very intimate, very special... things are definately looking to a new direction... he held me.. and my hand all night...

Woke up this morning.. and went to the office, accomplished alot before lunch . we had lunch together ran some errands. He called to tell me something ... not very important and nothing to do with anything but his cell phone... (weird.. just small talk) and thats where we are at today.. He is leaving town this evening and won't be back until Thursday... Time for D14 and I to have some girl time... I have already made plans for the weekend that do not include him...A girls weekend at a nice hotel.. facials and massages... OH YEAH!!

On an upnote...H asked me to attend a seminar for our business since he couldn't and noone else could go... hmmm with the pending D, kind of weird he would want me to go since I will not have a whole lot to do with the business once the D is final... maybe he is thinking about our future a bit....

One thing I am not doing is any type of smothering, I still keep a distance, not too much affection however, I did lean in for a kiss after lunch today... he didn't say no... but I keep it minimal even though I feel like hugging and kissing him all the time...No need to scare him...

Hope all are hanging in there...

t