Well I don't know if this is a backslide or what. But W has been open to talking a lot more lately.
She showed up early to pick up Abby today and she looked awful. She's been sick off and on for a week now and with all the stories on here about OP being pregnant, I was a little worred. So I texted her "that I hope she doesn't have morning sickness." She replied "shut up". I said I wasn't trying to be mean but I was just worried. She said its impossible plus she just got her period.
I felt bad because I was just worried. I don't know what she's been up to and I've been detaching for a month. Plus, she has had a tough time.
So I sent her an email...here it is.
"Just to clarify, I wasn’t trying to be mean. You didn’t look good and I know you’ve been feeling bad off and on so I was worried. Honestly, I don’t know much about your life so I don’t what you’ve been doing lately. I know I said I didn’t want us to do family stuff together because it puts me in a bad “hangover” state. I might get past that. And you think I hate you but it’s far from that. I’ve cared about you for ten years so that can’t change overnight.
The past is the past and I can’t change that either, but I still am your friend, M%%%, so if you want to talk, grab coffee and or even see a movie, just ask (I’ll try to fit it into my busy schedule). I know you’ve been struggling with things and don’t for a second think I enjoy that. I’m still here if you need a friend. I hope you have a good day.
Should I have sent it?
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)
