thanks guys, i went into "auto-W-mode" which is not the case anymore. It had to do with ow, MIL thinks she might've tried to kill herself, and of course stbx takes all the blame. You are all right, I need to detach further and stop caring as much. He's a wreck today, wishing he'd die and stuff. I already know that nothing I can say will help, if he doens't want to change his sitch it wont. At least he acknowledged that if someone should be angry about this whole thing is me. Not that I was holding my breath for him to say that.
I dont' want this to happen again, in the future when something is up with him, dont' want to be dragged into his rollercoaster again, this man needs serious professional help, I pray that one day he goes back to God the way he did before.
It;s been crazy here at work, just had a change to pop for a sec, thanks all for your support and for reminding me what I should've remember at the beginning of this mess.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
