I also believe in the power of prayer. In fact there was a big study on it and there is scientific evidence that it works so keep doing it. A few things that you said really resonated with you. You talked about continuing to fight for your marriage no matter what. I love that. At times I have my moments and I wonder and I want to start focusing on the negative and past mistakes, but you have to be positive and I like your positivity. I was listening to the "Secret" and one of the things it said is don't give energy to the negative. It sounds like you have shifted your focus from the negative aspects of your seperation and you have taken energy from the negative. Being negative and just zoning in the bad stuff really takes a lot of effort I am finding. Anyway, you have your sign, you have given it over to GOD so really there is not much more you can do, but keep up your PMA, keep praying and even if he does file (which I am hoping he does not), but even if he does, just look at it as a minor bump in the road. Filing sometimes is just a way of controling the situation.